"Do We Need Distance To Become Close?"

So..

sex and the city's on t.v - and it always makes me want to blog.. probably because part of me feels like Carrie Bradshaw on this Macbook Pro..
I swear I need me a Samantha friend in my Life !!

Relationships are tricky aren't they..?

How do you know what you're looking for and when you've found it.??
What if you think you've found it.. but you're head keeps spinning and thoughts keep rushing?

(back to sex and the city)
so Carrie just typed..
"do we need distance to become close?"

funny question that..
can distance bring you further apart? or is it supposed to bring you closer?

i'm pretty sure it's supposed to bring you closer.. but what if you're a perfectionist, a self - efficient person someone who needs to be in control and needs things to be done in order - someone like myself..

..then feeling these emotions makes you feel out of your depth .. it chucks you into a dark hole.. where sadness and missing someone feels too negative and emotion to be wanting to feel.. i don't know if this is making sense at all..

but what i'm trying to say is.. sometimes what is supposed to be a positive outcome may not necessarily be..

nothing in life is simple - i'm learning more and more - to try and take things that hit me on the chin..

my mind recently has not stopped ticking.. so many things to do.. so little time..
im a selfish person..
part of me feels a taste of this distance will make me want more ..

however like I said take it on the chin ..

Live a little like "Samantha"

I hope you are all falling, loving, feeling, breathing and caring :)

Nikki x